Loved ones, Abah

Dear Abah,

I thought of you with love today.
But that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
I think of you in silence.

I often speak your name.

Every day I wake up.
I hope I'm dreaming.

I cry in my dream searching for you.
It’s kinda hard with you not around.

Now all I have is memories.
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake.
With which I’ll never part.
God has you in his keeping.

I miss you so much.

Things have been very difficult lately.

A daughter needs her father.

To figures out this chaotic life.

To understands what love is.

But letting go is the most painful.

It’s okay.

I’m all grown up now.

I'll face my fear.

And let it pass through me.

I'll be strong even though feelings hard to conceal.

I’m still your darling-daughter.

Always be the ‘Daddy’s Little Girl’

I’m grateful that I had the chances.

Spend the days with you before.

Even just for awhile.

It’s hard to just keep going.
It’s like I feel empty inside without you being here.

You was the greatest.
You'll always be the greatest.

Can’t wait till that day, when I see your face again.

I love you.

Every day I pray for you.

Memories give me the strength I need.

Everything happens for a reason.

Wish I could turn back the hands of time.

But, Allah Knows The Best.

In my heart is where forever I'll keep you.

Always have.

Always will.

Till the day we meet again, Abah.
Al-Fatihah