November 13, 2013

"Diri kita sendiri yang menentukan bagaimana dan apakah caranya untuk mendapat kebahagian hidup, kejayaan dan 'siapa' kita dikemudian hari dengan izin dari-Nya... Rancanglah yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri. Akhirnya akan jumpa 'siapa' aku itu."

- Abang

October 8, 2013

Doa



Hati yang bergelora.
Boleh ditenangkan dengan doa dan mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya.

October 5, 2013

Happy Birthday Miss Blur!


Happy Birthday, my dearest friend!
Wishing you a wonderful year ahead, filled with joy and happiness.
May all your wishes come true.
Be a good blur girl and the kindest blur person alive okay? 
hehe :)

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Dear Ieqa,
If you read this, Inn nak bagi tahu, firstly, THANK YOU sebab Ieqa banyak tolong Inn in high school - memang banyak, termasuklah homework yang tak siap =p
THANK YOU sebab Ieqa sabar dan tekun ajar Inn ADD MATH walaupun Inn dah FED UP SANGAT SANGAT haha!
THANK YOU sebab terangkan segala benda yang Inn tak faham waktu dalam kelas - SPM year was the toughest year right Ieqa? :(
THANK YOU for always being there for me whenever I'm feeling down about so many things or whenever I'm sad thinking of my arwah Abah :')
THANK YOU sebab you keep calling me "Umma" - to be honest, Inn suka sebenarnya and I'm proud!
Lastly, THANK YOU for being my best friend since 2003.
Umma love you IeqaMK.
Sincerly, Inn.
XO



Ieqa Onew HWAITING!!

October 2, 2013


Take care and all the best in Russia.
Best of luck.
I Love You.

October 1, 2013

September 30, 2013


This made my day. That awkward moment when Esha is planning to dance The Fox and it turns out to be... Tok Arab dancing with purdah! Hahaha

September 29, 2013

Random

Lost your pen = No pen
No pen = No notes
No notes = No study
No study = Fail
Fail = No diploma
No diploma = No work
No work = No money
No money = No food
No food = You get skinny
You get skinny = Then you get ugly
Ugly = No love
No love = No marriage
No marriage = No children
No children = Alone
Alone = Depression
Depression = Sickness
Sickness = Death

Lesson: Don’t lose your pen or you will die.

September 21, 2013

September 20, 2013

Loved ones, Abah

Dear Abah,

I thought of you with love today.
But that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
I think of you in silence.

I often speak your name.
Every day I wake up.
I hope I'm dreaming.
I cry in my dream searching for you.
It’s kinda hard with you not around.

Now all I have is memories.
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake.
With which I’ll never part.
God has you in his keeping.

I miss you so much.
Things have been very difficult lately.
A daughter needs her father.
To figures out this chaotic life.
To understands what love is.

But letting go is the most painful.

It’s okay.
I’m all grown up now.
I'll face my fear.
And let it pass through me.
I'll be strong even though feelings hard to conceal.

I’m still your darling-daughter.
Always be the ‘Daddy’s Little Girl’
I’m grateful that I had the chances.
Spend the days with you before.
Even just for awhile.

It’s hard to just keep going.
It’s like I feel empty inside without you being here.
You was the greatest.
You'll always be the greatest.
Can’t wait till that day, when I see your face again.

I love you.
Every day I pray for you.
Memories give me the strength I need.
Everything happens for a reason.
Wish I could turn back the hands of time.
But, Allah Knows The Best.

In my heart is where forever I'll keep you.
Always have.
Always will.

Till the day we meet again, Abah.
Al-Fatihah

September 18, 2013

Words


The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we’ve lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we’ve found each other. And maybe each time, we’ve been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this goodbye is both a good-bye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.

When I look at you, I see your kindness and charming and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. And I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you. Not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always come together. And then, for a reason neither of us understands, we’ve been forced to say good-bye.

I would love to tell you that everything will work for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. But if we never meet again and this is truly good-bye, I know we will see each other again in another life. We will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we’ve had before.